I am scared

I am scared i will give up
I am scared i will stop
I am scared i will break my own soul my own will. I need to prove to myself that i am better than what i was. Maybe i am trying too hard maybe i am pushing my limit too much There is doubt….doubt that i am scared to answer. Doubt that is killing me yet motivating me.I cannot see my goal as clearly as one should this is why i am pushing myself step by step trying to reach it.but sometimes it scares me,this doubt that maybe there is nothing out there maybe The place i am heading to is not where i am meant to be
©masumamirza